Hello lovelys,
I know you have been waiting for updates on my fics, and I’ve been inactive lately. I didn’t want to leave you all in the dark, so I feel I should share what’s been going on.
My cat, who truly is my everything, hasn’t been doing well. I had to take him to an emergency vet yesterday night and they discovered that he has a tumor that’s most likely not removable. Receiving these news felt like my world shattered around me. It feels like the ground has been pulled out from under me and I’m still struggling to breathe through the weight of it. He means the world to me. He's my baby, and i feel lost. Overwhelmed. Angry. Heartbroken. I cant even put it into words.
So I wanted to let you guys know, I won’t be able to update for a while. I just don’t have the strength or the focus right now. I need time to process, to be with him, and to try and figure out how to move forward. I hate disappointing you, but at this moment I really need to step back and take care of him.
I know you’ve all been so understanding and supportive, and I can’t put into words how grateful I am for that. I promise I’ll come back when I’m able, but for now, I just need some time.
Thank you, truly, from the bottom of my heart.