welp... it's the 18th!! only one person knows what day it is today but it's okay. this is probably the worst but best day of my life.?.?.?.???. i'm not really sure, because it didn't end well, but it surely made my life full for a few months. i don't miss her anymore, not really, because i miss the friendship not the person. even if she hates me and i don't really like her, i really hope she knows she's beautiful the way she is and does not need to change herself!! i'm happy for her and her best friend, they're an amazing duo and i'm super happy for both of them. i've found my person too, so it's fine, i'm no longer upset about any of it or jealous matter of fact. even though the friendship break up made me kms a few times.. oops anwyays i'm not sure what i'm doing today but i'm dying my hair for the first time! kind of ironic because she always died her hair.. it's just a coincidence because the dye is coming today. well, i'll forever miss me and hers friendship because she was my first best FRIEND, but i don't miss her as an individual. if you do see this somehow, have an amazing day with your wife and get some rest you deserve it ♡ and stop caring about me viewing your stories i'm bored most of the time and that's my only entertainment to watch your stories because like your life is interesting anyways!!! have the best day i hope your mental health gets better mwah ♡♡