Ion even know how to feel right now today was his funeral It don't even feel right that my cousin in a box I told myself I didn't want to cry but that's all I've done today even tho I've been thinking about all the good times it still hurts that he's gone I miss his smile and voice I miss seeing him when I got home from school , he never did anything wrong he was respectful and kind hearted he didn't deserve to die but I guess it was his time , last time I talked to him was a week before he died I was walking home from the bus stop and I saw him walking back from the corner store he saw me and said hey Lil cuz you want anything from the store I said no because he was just there he said aight see you later Lil cuz , he never said bye because bye meant ill never see you again I really wish he would've said bye , one time I was talking to my cousin j and we started talking about prom and I said I wanted prom to be amazing so j told booboo and j told me that they would make prom the best night of my life I asked how he just told me it was a surprise so then I asked booboo he didn't tell me either because he wanted me to be surprised so I just left it alone now that's the only thing I think about, I wanted him to see me turn 13 but now he won't #longlivebooboo❤️
