I read one of your novels and i'm sorry for your father I loss my uncle and his more like a father figure then my biological father he's passed away from 2019 i really miss him i'm blaming myself for not seeing a vision meaning i can predict the future in different time you don't believe in supernatural it's ok my sister and i predict that our uncle will death in afternoon so that's why i've been practicing divination to protect my family i really miss him and that's how i motivate myself to become a witch i know it sounds crazy but at least i can control my abilities the reason i'm saying is that a person the person that you love and i needed the most needs to move on if you don't the burden,fear and negative thoughts it will consumed you in darkness if you don't move on but doesn't mean you have to disappear the person you love they'll always be there memories that you have the things you been spend time with him that's the important thing keeping you happy and keeps moving forward my sister keep saying don't think about the bad thing think about the good things that you have. I hope i give you this advice or not like a piece of crap if you don't like it. It's ok
