btw its really random but i really don’t know how people have relationships this days, it suddenly feels too much and it’s so overwhelming, i had a guy write me a total of 6 days and my emotions were all over the place, my intuitions told me that he wasn’t the right guy for me and my body completely rejected even the idea of him ( i started having really bad cramps right after i started writing him and my period is in like 15 days so i know they were not for that ). idk in the start i through i was self sabotaging but after a pair of days i started to completely feel trapped. maybe its just me that feels too much.