someday i'm gonna write about happy things, but for now let me bleed. 

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"i am not an alpha, i'm a charlie."

mooncalf means fool, maven means an expert, basically i'm a circus royalty. mooncalfmaven is just a fancy way of saying i'm a clown, so welcome to my unhinged freak show coated with elegance and bedazzling stars. 

important note:
my characters aren't ideal and aren't something to romanticise about. the sole purpose of their existence is to represent the different shades of darkness. (to give a glimpse of what reality was like for some people) kindly keep that in mind.

general dedication:
to the stray dogs. to those who are not good at living 🍻