Feel to Heal

Hey everyone I just want to let you all know that I'm going to be leaving wattpad at the end of this week. It's been a pleasure knowing all of u and I'm okay I'm great but things have been a bit chaotic recently and honestly this is more to keep up with than I can handle and that means if I tried to help I wouldn't be doing either of us any favors. Remember that I am not leaving any of you, I might come back but even if I didn't I love all you guys so so much and I've never left if I made an impact but honestly I don't care so much if u remember me or not bc I just hope that in the end you all are okay and you live the best lives ever 

Hey! If anyone is reading this than my pms are open also and i will help the best i can

It's scary 
          I know
          dark 
          twisted 
          and endless 
          numb and floating
          heavy and tired 
          it doesnt make sense 
          every present and fleeting 
          people don't understand sometimes what being lost in your own mind can feel like. 
          Please remember everyone, sometimes...you have to FEEL to HEAL

Hey everyone so I wanted to check in but I also wanted to share this little tip bit of info 
          It's called the P.A.N.T.S. rule
          P- privates are private
          A- always remember your body belongs to you
          N- No means no
          T-talk about secrets that upset u
          S- speak up someone can help
          
          Now all of these are important but for me I'm going to mainly point out T and S. For any of you who have watched Shadow and Bone the TV series or read the Six of Crows with Kaz Brecker I would like to remind you that this man. A man who has suffered greatly and keeps mostly to himself can tell people that he's not alright. He doesn't say why but he doesn't lie about it. Speak up God please just speak up I'm here my friends who are helping me out are here. Do not suffer alone even if you think someone won't understand I promise I will listen and try my best so will the people helping me. What is there to lose? If you already think that people won't understand let me change your opinion. I love you, you are loved so please please please do not give up

FUN FRIDAYYYY!!! SO like the silly human I am I dont have time to update the book tonight BUUTTTTT I WANT the best jokes you can find down in the reply section rn!!! Go on mah dudes, laugh and share. Spread love even if you dont feel like it rn it could really help!

hey bestie i’m back <333

I'M BACK BITCHES!!!!
          
          I hope all my depressed potatoes (said lovingly) have been okay! I am feeling so much better, and I'm so excited that I'm back to hang with yall! Always remember that my pms are always open to everyone! 
          Ilyasm!!!

Hey everyone I'm sorry for not being around much but I'm not feeling great and I'm going to get covid tested. I want everyone to know that my gf has my login and anything that happens she will let you know as fast as I can tell her. You all are so good and so kind. Life hasn't treated any of you all and I'm very sorry about that but you are so dsmn strong and so kind. You are in charge of your life and I never want you to forget that. You're going to do great things in life. 
          I love you all so much, forever guys. 

When you make mistakes, learn from them. Do not let them get you down you will carry on and carry on greatly. No regrets.

Alright peeps listen up!!! I'm not going to be around much for the next week but this week does include a birthday. On Monday it's @Dragon101writer 's birthday so I would greatly appreciate it if everyone could take the time to say Happy Birthday. You're a wonderful person Dragon101 it's an honor to know u and I look forward to the many laughs we have yet to come. 
          
          I love u all!!