Dee

I just watched the new episode of Camp Camp. Waited about 3 years for it and I don't know how to feel about it. It was great, just felt different compared to the rest of the series..

I AM SO DONE WITH MY FRIEND RN! SO I LET ALEX LOOK AT ONE PAGE IN MY SKETCH BOOK BUT I SAID NOT THE ONE WITH THE PINK STICKY NOTE AND HE LOOKED AT IT!!!!!!!!!!1 I DREW SMUTTY SHIT AND NOW 2 PEOPLE SAW IT AND I DIDNT WANT ANYONE TO SEE IT BUT LUCKLY THEY DIDNT READ THE WORDS I WROTE DOWN. BUT I SAID NOT THE PINK STICKY NOTE PAGE. HIS DISCORD INFO SAYS HES A BOTCH AND I BELIEVE HIM(kidding about the last part)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/48603775/chapters/122598541

I'm laughing my ass off bc my mom is pissed at my dad so she made cookies but didn't tell him. The four of us know about them but he doesn't. Yummy spite cookies :)

STORY:
          
          At one of Tolkien's parties there seems to be love in the air. Kyle has some fun with someone who he cant remember.  Nothing comes to mind of the person. But as days pass he cant get it out of his head. fragments of that night continue to reveal itself  as he gets closer to knowing who he spent the night with.

STORY PROMT: 
          
          ive waited so long for him to say: will you be mine 
          but this doesnt feel right, its too strange. i keep getting  looks from people when we walk down the hall. mixed looks of pity and disgust. but why us? whats so different? 
          then the rumors fly. "she still is with her so called douche bag ex" "she really likes the lead in the musical" "it was only a bet" "it was forced" we both wanted it but now i think i just want things to end. my stomach is in so many knots. my friends are defiantly hiding something. I think i know who is behind it all. he is just pissed because he got caught up with the police and he thinks i started a rumor that he slept with his ex. its not my fault that his ex best friend was saying that, i got blamed but he doesnt believe me. or is he mad that i know more than im letting on? he is trying to hook up with the girl he wanted dead? there is no way anyone else would want to do this to me....right?

ugh okay have you ever done something that just makes you ick every time you think of it? or your stomach drops and you dont feel like eating? really? same thats how it all feels. i know i should be proud of what i have but there are things i did that make me wanna die

im rereading my old fanfics and im dying inside. theyre so so weird.

I googled mrs. testaburgers first name(to see if she even had one) and ya know those related questions  when you google something(aka ''people aslo ask'') and one said ''who does stan marsh marry?'' i got curious and clicked on it. it said sharron marsh. i-i what the fuck?

so the first time i had an account everyone felt more alive like active i mean. i dunno its weird because its been a matter of a like 4 or 5 months but things feel different