mypfpismysoul

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I just had a talk with my mom a but ago that ended with me having a melt down and my sister saying that I always cry over shit so fuck her its not my fault I'm overly emotional for some reason my mom will be trying to make sure she's spends with with me too so that's doing good so far and I'm happy so yay!

mypfpismysoul

@Pheonixe123 lol also do you play roblox?
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Pheonixe123

@mypfpismysoul hehe nice. 
          	  Also good, you’re a soft taco person…
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mypfpismysoul

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I just had a talk with my mom a but ago that ended with me having a melt down and my sister saying that I always cry over shit so fuck her its not my fault I'm overly emotional for some reason my mom will be trying to make sure she's spends with with me too so that's doing good so far and I'm happy so yay!

mypfpismysoul

@Pheonixe123 lol also do you play roblox?
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Pheonixe123

@mypfpismysoul hehe nice. 
            Also good, you’re a soft taco person…
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mypfpismysoul

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i think I'm a ghost 99% of the time to my mom at this point cus she's always doing something but anytime I need or want to talk to her its mainly that I get ignored or told stuff like 'oh not right now' and 'maybe later/next time' no! there will be no later or next time cus I'm not gonna bring that shit up to you again that and she mainly pays attention to my older sister and let's her sleep in and my mom even  ask her if she needs help but for me I'm not aloud to sleep in I don't get asked if I need help help even when I'm hungry and want something like pizza she's to busy doing something else and even if obtry talking to her when she's not busy I get cut off or she doesn't even hear me and I know she's trying to be a good mom but all she's doing is making me feel like I'm an outcast and Even if I tried to talk to her about all this again I would most likely be cut off or she would be doing something else and at this point I may as well just give up on school and life is she's gonna be favoriting my older sister over me and she said she doesn't have favoritie what a nice fucking lie, I'm sorry I just really needed to vent this y'all hope y'all day goes better then mine

mypfpismysoul

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@Pheonixe123 its fine my moms gonna try and make sure to spend time with me I did tell her how I felt which was that she didn't love me I had a break down when it happened but I'll be OK for now just a lot of shit going on with me I'm still not happy that my sister said i cry over everything but I don't the only time I do cry it when I'm overwhelmed or very stressed out so fuck her for saying that
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Pheonixe123

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@mypfpismysoul yeah they stuck. That’s almost abuse but from what it sounds like it’s only neglect, but no matter what  that’s just fucked up on so many levels
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mypfpismysoul

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@Pheonixe123 its kinda hard to when she has so many problems with her body cus she can't do everything by heraelf but I'm getting tried of her letting my sister do anything hell the only one who really care a for me is my dad and he's a truck driver that and I'm the one who helps mom anytime she asks me to do so there is like a 0.01% chance she'll ask my sister to do house work I'm like the fuckingbmaid in the family not only that but I was really shake today and my sister keep saying I'm fine like bitch you don't fucking know if I am or not! and yet mom didn't do shit she didn't even say 'you don't know that so please don't say that' and it pissed me off hell she didn't even call for me when it was lunch time to see if I was awake or not cus she had told me to take a nap so fuck her I live her but fuck her that and its past dinner time for me and she didn't call my name like she would every other day so I'm just in my room hungry as she's down stairs paying attention to my sister and like a month back when my mom was gone cus she was needing to do something my sister said that anytime I leave my room I always say I never get attention I never said that shit once in my fucking life! at this point I'm just a fucking tool for them they never ask me if I'm OK hell one time when I cried then when down stairs my mom could most likely see the tear stains on my face yet didn't fucking ask if I'm ok! at this point I'm nothing to them I'm not gonna tell them shit they wanna know what's wrong with me then they can fucking guess hell one time we had Domino's they did leave a fucking lava crunch cake for me and I really wanted one but no sense I wasn't down stairs I didn't want it mom even said it was ours yes I don't like sweet things but I love lava crunch cakes at this point I might as well go back to barley eating and drinking again I love them but that's fucked up
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mypfpismysoul

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ya know what fuck it! I'm non binary now cus it makes me feel comfy

Pheonixe123

@mypfpismysoul welp… no matter what they say you’re valid and awesome
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mypfpismysoul

@Pheonixe123 thanks! also just some tiny info ima be using he/she/they pronouns now I have yet to tell Anyone in my family tho
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mypfpismysoul

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I'm questioning my gender right now cus I don't feel comfy as a female but I don't feel like a male at the same time and I don't know what to do so ima have a mental break down in my mind till I know what to do yay! also sorry for any bad grammar I'm still learning how to spell some words cus I have trouble learning shit!

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Thanks for adding my book to stress reliever! I'm glad it helps relieve your stress. ^^~

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@MiriamHausser 
            Ah, yikes... My condolences!
            I'm just glad my story helps relieve it. I always try to help whenever I can or can handle stuff like stress and all that
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mypfpismysoul

@TangledUpGaming yw i really need stuff like that to help me calm down from all the events that happen to me in one day
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