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@nagitoandkokichiSIMP YES. My friends are online too. Do you happen to be Despair, who I know from a long time ago?
Also PLEASE call the suicide hotline or like an adult you trust. Like ASAP. No reasonable person's gonna call you insane for being depressed. I'm gonna try to help you out, but you're gonna need to speak to a professional too. If you're in school or college, please talk to a social worker, a psychologist, and any, and I mean ANY adult (or literally anyone) you can trust.
I'm telling you all this is because I seriously want my homies alive so I can vent the most goated and bizzare shit so I don't spiral and end up in a bad place. You're a crucial support pillar, without you, a ton of shit's gonna collapse. That's why we need you here, because you are so fucking valuable that you have a shit ton of friends on Wattpad (and wherever) ready to talk you out of tragic shit you can't undo.
Hold on man, everything's gonna be all right. WE (and I mean WE) all love you bro (no homo) <3