namjuntiddymilk

i’ll forget wattpad exists for months and then for like 2 weeks the only things i’ll read are fanfics and the cycle repeats itself

namjuntiddymilk

1. went back ti twitter because i have ni will power
          
          2. i might have PCOS which basically means my ovaries dont wanna work the way they’re supposed to and would rather kill me
          
          3. failed math 
          
          4. turned 16!!!!
          
          5. started writing a book and this time im actually getting stuff done dnsmnfkskx
          
          6. bought a whole bottle of Tajín
          
          7. i’ve gotten much better at taking my meds regularly!
          
          8. i missed wattpad

namjuntiddymilk

Hi its been a while a lot has changed:
          
          2) my dad is completely detoxed from all drugs that are non essential to his survival
          
          3) my teachers are very understanding about the situation that is and was at hand in regard to my dad's health
          
          4) both of my parents told me this morning "you're not depressed you're just over exposed"
          
          5) doc prescribed me prozac???? We're getting it changed to zoloft b/c addiction runs in the family
          
          6) my english teacher complimented my writing
          
          7) culinary is going swimmingly
          
          8) i dropped out of AP world history 
          
          9) im damn near failing geometry
          
          10) i have come to terms with the fact that danny may not be alive. And that's scary because now i feel weird and its hard to cope but im getting through it.
          
          11) took a break from twitter. Probably not going back until after january
          
          12) my intrusive thoughts are becoming unbearable and my dreams are getting just as bad. It hurts to sleep and it hurts to stay awake

namjuntiddymilk

@zeenieuhm thank you, that's really sweet :)
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luvlyhwangs

we dont ever interact but im glad things are going good and i hope everything goes smoothly for anything that is going bad
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namjuntiddymilk

1) my spanish teacher doesn't know much english
          
          2) my geometry teacher kinda looks like doja cat???? She's also super sweet
          
          4) my english teacher is literally so prettybdksndk im kinda simping
          
          5) i now know why people say i look mean! I got resting bitchface syndrome!