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okay i'm gonna be honest here , the only reason why i haven't been active lately and took a small break is because my grandma just recently died and i'm still hurt it was the first time i have ever lost someone that i loved so much . i just needed to be there for my mom the sad thing is death doesn't let you say goodbye and i didn't get to talk to my grandma for three fucking weeks because there was no home phone at my uncle's house . i cried my eyes out when i found she was dead and i didn't wanna take my sadness on none of you . but yeah i'm gonna try to move on and be active here i just might be a bit dry or with slow replies since i can't fail my classes seeing as final exmas are coming up soon .
