Hello, citizens of this orange app *waves dramatically* I have a lot of things to say, actually. I'll start with no, I am not dead, no, I have not contracted a terminal illness and no, I haven't given up on the fine art of writing just yet. But even with all that, I doubt I'll ever be as active on this app as I was from may - August of 2020 and 2 years later I'm just figuring that out. Yeah, a lot of bad stuff happened in that time, but it remains a special moment in my life I don't know, but I guess I just don't really have it in me to write or read as consistently.
Also, the fandom here has sort of lost it's shine. Almost nobody is talking about yet to come and it's quite disappointing. I mean, it's such an emotional and meaningful comeback (almost like a farewell message, but I know it isn't) yet, no one is talking about how touching it was. Honestly, I haven't been the most active army since, I would say, October of last year, but this comeback really just shot me back into that world and I'm grateful for that. Those of you that were expecting a fun song like dynamite or something, I understand you, but it doesn't mean you should undermine the sentiment behind the lyrics and the music video. Personally, yet to come was everything I was hoping for (and dont even get me started on the "promise that we keep on coming back for more~" part) honestly, the song just hit :')
Life's been tough but I won't rant about that cuz everyday I come across more music and more people that make it brighter. Thank you, wattpad army for keeping me company during the pandemic two years ago and thank you, bts for being the reason I'm a kpop stan today and thank you @strawberry_heaven (I don't know if you're going to see this, I'm sorry, I can't remember how your username is spelt T_T) for being the reason I'm a proud citizen of stayville and making me more or less a multistan today.