niazddavajkilam

hi everyone. i’m here but i’m not back quite yet. soon… maybe. but i have a bit of news. 
          	
          	recently i’ve been seeing doctors, and about two weeks ago i met with my psychiatrist. and it’s pretty much set in stone that i have have been diagnosed with ADHD. i figured this may be the case. and i wonder if it’s the reason why i struggle so hard to commit to my stories here on wattpad. i think that it is. 
          	
          	i cant focus for too long on one thing, and i get super bored really fast when writing one story for so long and i have urges to create new stories every so often despite having not completed previous stories. this i believe was my issue and why i became a little overwhelmed with writing. i bit off a little more than i could chew. 
          	
          	then it got too much for me, so i decided to leave altogether. but i’m on new adhd medication now. and i’m hoping it will help me organize my life a lot better. it’s only been a couple days, so ima check back with you guys in about a month or less to see how i’m feeling about writing. 
          	
          	stay on the look out. 

Tightrope13

@niazddavajkilam Thank you for sharing that with us. I'm so glad that you checked on us. Please don't rushing your comeback, comeback whenever you're ready. I'm rooting for you, and I can't wait to see all of your books finished.
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Lemonoverice12

@niazddavajkilam from a fellow ADHDer, I completely understand your problem.  Ive never been able to finish a story. Not once. I always lose interest. I am so happy to hear from you, I am glad to see you back, even if just for a check in.  Things have been dead in Zarryland so far this year(2026). Like super duper dead. Which is surprising considering both Zayn and Harry are doing so much right now. I hope things liven/pick back up. 
          	  
          	  I also hope things work out and your medication helps you!!
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niazddavajkilam

hi everyone. i’m here but i’m not back quite yet. soon… maybe. but i have a bit of news. 
          
          recently i’ve been seeing doctors, and about two weeks ago i met with my psychiatrist. and it’s pretty much set in stone that i have have been diagnosed with ADHD. i figured this may be the case. and i wonder if it’s the reason why i struggle so hard to commit to my stories here on wattpad. i think that it is. 
          
          i cant focus for too long on one thing, and i get super bored really fast when writing one story for so long and i have urges to create new stories every so often despite having not completed previous stories. this i believe was my issue and why i became a little overwhelmed with writing. i bit off a little more than i could chew. 
          
          then it got too much for me, so i decided to leave altogether. but i’m on new adhd medication now. and i’m hoping it will help me organize my life a lot better. it’s only been a couple days, so ima check back with you guys in about a month or less to see how i’m feeling about writing. 
          
          stay on the look out. 

Tightrope13

@niazddavajkilam Thank you for sharing that with us. I'm so glad that you checked on us. Please don't rushing your comeback, comeback whenever you're ready. I'm rooting for you, and I can't wait to see all of your books finished.
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Lemonoverice12

@niazddavajkilam from a fellow ADHDer, I completely understand your problem.  Ive never been able to finish a story. Not once. I always lose interest. I am so happy to hear from you, I am glad to see you back, even if just for a check in.  Things have been dead in Zarryland so far this year(2026). Like super duper dead. Which is surprising considering both Zayn and Harry are doing so much right now. I hope things liven/pick back up. 
            
            I also hope things work out and your medication helps you!!
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niazddavajkilam

checking in. how is how’s everyone? 

LaetyNyunyuk

@ niazddavajkilam  so so and you?
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TayMcgil

Good to see you back I have been binging your stories lately I’m late to the party but I absolutely have been loving them and the smut is top tier
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niazddavajkilam

i have finally come to the conclusion that, i will no longer be writing on wattpad anymore. nor, will i be writing zarry anymore.
          
          therefore, all my stories will discontinued, and will not be updated anymore. incompleted stories will be marked “completed”. i’ll keep my account and stories up, but i’ll be leaving this fandom for good and won’t post/update any new/current stories here.
          
          i love you all. and i apologize. it was fun while it lasted, but i’m moving on. 
          
          just thought i’d let you know, rather than disappear without warning. hope everyone is doing well. 
          
          goodbye <3 

TayMcgil

@niazddavajkilam  if you do I’ll be here and ready and if not I wish you the best! 
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Lemonoverice12

@niazddavajkilam I understand. A lot of people stopped/took a break from writing in the fandom. Not sure why, but the timing is sad. We are getting fed content for the first time in yearsssss. I get why though, writers block is hard, and this fandom other than Larries, has died out a lot. I do hope you come back to at least finish some fics , but ill understand if you dont. 
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niazddavajkilam

@Lemonoverice12 i am sorry. you guys make me feel so bad </3 it’s really just the constant writer’s blocks that’s making me not wanna write and declining interactions on my story. but i’ll give it some more thought. 
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niazddavajkilam

officially deleted all my social media. twitter, insta, etc. i got rid of snapchat like 3 months ago. only way to reach me is here, tiktok or whoever has my number which are only my closest friends i’ve known on here for years.
          
          i honestly just see no point to social media anymore. i don’t post, i don’t check in, no one hardly talks to me or interacts with me, and honestly i just feel like maybe people don’t want to or enjoy talking to me the same that i do them, so i’ve just decided to let it all go. but feel free to post on my board. 
          
          love ya. i still don’t know when i will update, still feeling low in spirit and discouraged. but we’ll see. byeee

LaetyNyunyuk

@ niazddavajkilam  hey i hope you're doing Okay 
            Mental health is important ❤️
            Always put it first please 
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niazddavajkilam

probably won’t write/update for a while . i’ll be back , maybe 

brarisxlove22

@niazddavajkilam the best writing comed when you ACTUALLY are into it and ready to go. Take your time <3
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Tightrope13

@niazddavajkilam i'll wait for you, take care <3
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Mariadf123

@niazddavajkilam take care of yourself 
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niazddavajkilam

zero energy to update anything ... i’m just not that into zarry anymore , my motivation comes in bursts that’s why i leave for a period of time and than randomly come back . and i think i’m having the urge to take another break :/ 
          
          but just bare with me 

Monica379937

Oky doky hoping to read one of your great stories one day soon when you are ready to finish it.
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niazddavajkilam

@Monica379937 i intend of finishing them but like i said, my motivation comes in bursts so it’ll be a while before they all get finished. and they’ll most likely be shorter than intended, but most of them are pretty much coming to an end anyway. it’ll probably be a weak finish. but i’m still going to work on my new story while i plan how to get the current stories finished . it’s not like it’s going to change anything. i’ve been updating stories slowly like always 
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Monica379937

Ok don’t get me wrong after all you are the creative writer but unlike the others is there anyway you can finish your  Zarry story instead of starting something new even if you aren’t into zarry anymore
            Your stories are so good and it’s such a shame for them to finish with no ending. I totally get it’s up to you though just wanted to put my opinion and maybe lots of others carries. Just think about it 
            Thanks
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niazddavajkilam

i wanna write a sasuke x naruto story ughhh. but all my readers are zarries lmao
          
          was thinking about going to ao3 to write sasunaru stories but i know it won’t feel the same. perhaps i’ll post it on here and gain new readers from different fandoms. <3 dunno yet 

Lemonoverice12

@niazddavajkilam I will hop back in here to agree with you there, Naruto is ALWAYS a bottom in my eyes. 
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LaetyNyunyuk

@ niazddavajkilam  yessssssssss 
            I can't wait 
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niazddavajkilam

@LaetyNyunyuk i’m glad you said that, yesss it’s going to be bottom naruto and top sasuke cause i think sasuke is definitely a dom. idk why people keep saying he’s a bottom ugh it’s so annoying. thank you!!! finally someone who got the same taste as me LOL
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