seeing her in the play tonight just brought back all these feelings that I can't even act on cuz she doesn't even know I exist. & im too awkward to even confront her. honestly, I doubt she'd ever return them if I told her lol oh well.
I can't sleep & my laptop is being stupid & not playing any of the video players so I can watch some shows. or maybe it's the sites fault? idk. why am I so hated w t f