noiraurum
havent been able to write for years but um im gettting over my fear of producing medicore art and finishing up the books i outlined at 18 so i can get bid the grief i feel at the person i mightve been if they were complete goodbye
noiraurum
sippinarizona
hi mamas :)
sippinarizona
And I feel u, I'm right there I just visit places nearby that I've never been like Virginia and DC, they're not like the Appalachians or LA but it's just freeing to get out of the hometown for a bit
sippinarizona
Pls we need more poc in healthcare, mental health is physical health for ur brain and I stand on it
noiraurum
its CRAZY that i joined this app when i was twelve lmaooo good times
noiraurum
@BLOODYZTAR so cringe jesus i wonder if it was just because of how old we were or if it was as a result of when we joined
BLOODYZTAR
@ noiraurum i joined this app when i was like 10 but then lost my account but like THANK GOD bc it was so cringe back then
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im 20 now and i feel like one of the main reasons why i lack the motivation to continue any of my books despite me adoring the plot is because my characters are 18/17 lol i plotted all of these books when i was 16-17 but writing them out as a 20 year old just seems so weird to me idky so i might have to switch the plot a bit and start from scratch to write this shit more efficiently but i dont know
noiraurum
@BLOODYZTAR honestlyyyy and i dont want to disappoint my younger self cuz she was so proud of her work lmaooo
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reading toxic and smiling to myself cuz i wrote that shit like a decade ago and don’t remember nun about that book
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@BLOODYZTAR lmaooo right im reading this shit like ‘oop whats gonna happen next?’ like it isnt my plot
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@ noiraurum THAT'S SO TRUE BC I BE LIKE: " YO I WROTE THAT SHIT ?? FAM " but when i acc wrote it, it felt normal bro
noiraurum
dying my hair red today, piercing my nips and nose next weekend pls im so excited
noiraurum
@Mybffisaghost nipple was an 8 lmaooooo second one hurt like a bitch but the first one i can’t remember feeling anything and nose was like 3.8 honestly
noiraurum
ion know who’s who on this app no more lmao
osamaworldwide
hey are you still active on here?
noiraurum
@osamaworldwide hi babe! and barely looooool but im trying to make wattpad a habit again so i can complete all the books ive plotted
iburnrice
Heyyooo
noiraurum
aight im back