You know I hate how you can’t unfold yourself to people cause you have this reputation. And only you know the real you, so sometimes when you’re alone you just let it out and no one knows that you’re suicidal or vaping or trying to puke every night so that you can be happy with yourself but you never are. Everyone thinks you’re a fun person so when you ask your parents to take you therapy the laugh and say “but your so happy” or “everything you do is amazing” that’s because what it looks like on the outside is not how it feels in the inside.