@notbella0
Woah i’m back.
Started sophomore year 2-3 months ago and it’s been good. I’ve got the hottest guy i’ve ever seen with my eyes in real life in my class. Down bad for him and The guy i’ve been nagging about is basically gone from my thoughts which is good but now another brunette is taking over and he’s so handsome i’m a literal simp for him.
i literally am my own psychologist
love it
it’s gone from depression to emptiness to anxiety
Life has gotten so normal but still full of stress and mental breakdowns
Often i just shed a few tears and then i just lay there exhausted and empty, staring at the ceiling
At least i’m over
everything’s so messy
At least i’m over him**
i don’t have any feelings for him but he will still have a place in my heart
probably always and forever ig
it’s me talking to me again.
It’s just empty
Nothing
Like there’s nothing
Not depressed or Happy
Happiness, what is that?
I know nothing anymore
I’m stuck in reverse
I honestly think
right person, wrong time
back again:,) alone as always
He dumped the other girl, but guess what. He just sent me a snap saying "Bella, I found the perfect girl but she lives in another city" let me tell you that Im literally giving up right now
why did i even think i had a chance
it hurts ngl
feelings are complicated