o_to_the_d

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I never thought I'd be able to breathe this free ever again.
          	
          	To be honest, one shit after another came and came. First the apartment that caught fire before New Years, then the inevitable moving out...finding a new place and trying –and failing miserably– to get shit to settle down.
          	
          	When little things change people, the big things scar them— either with fond memories or filth. It does when everything you built literally burned in front of you. Life these past few months had been harder than I can put into words but I'm pushing through.
          	
          	Clothes be damned... Everything, art supplies, my college notes, my journals, laptop, phone, projects— half-done materials, completed ones, everything. Lost. I couldn't remember the names I used on any social media platform and I didn't really need to at that time, or wanted to honestly. Passwords weren't worth a minute what with all the pending work.
          	
          	But two months ago, I took the dead account my sibling had and made it mine. I did just enough to keep me sane. And I finALLy brought a new phone last week, on my birthday. Set it up... the things I needed to. And maybe I am a coward, because it took a week before coming back to Wattpad and Instagram. I left so many things behind but I left just as much. 
          	
          	I made friends and memories here. I could never leave. So, I'll just grow more, find more dreamers. It made no sense when I started gutting my feelings out here but it's quite simple now. Because now, it's easier to breath.
          	
          	I'm so glad to be back...

aureatekey

AHHH THANK YOU THANK THANK YOUUUU SO VERY MUCH FOR THE READING LIST ADDS!!! MEANS A LOT TO LIL ME!! 
          
          p.s your reading list names are gold!!!
          
          hop ya have a nice day/night ;)
          
          ~ sylvia ✨

o_to_the_d

@xX03_masked_key_03Xx 
            Darling, the pleasure is allll mine.
            
            And thank you! I know I love to go overboard. Can't help it. Haha
            
            You have a lovely whatever-is-left-of-the-day
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o_to_the_d

@xX03_masked_key_03Xx 
            Darling, the pleasure is allll mine.
            
            And thank you! I know I love to go overboard. Can't help it. Haha
            
            You have a lovely whatever-is-left-of-the-day
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NerissaTheodora

Hii, thanks for adding Adam's ale to your reading list. I would love to hear from you. ❤️❤️❤️

o_to_the_d

@NerissaTheodora My pleasure! And you will, I'm one of those noisy fangirls.
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o_to_the_d

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I never thought I'd be able to breathe this free ever again.
          
          To be honest, one shit after another came and came. First the apartment that caught fire before New Years, then the inevitable moving out...finding a new place and trying –and failing miserably– to get shit to settle down.
          
          When little things change people, the big things scar them— either with fond memories or filth. It does when everything you built literally burned in front of you. Life these past few months had been harder than I can put into words but I'm pushing through.
          
          Clothes be damned... Everything, art supplies, my college notes, my journals, laptop, phone, projects— half-done materials, completed ones, everything. Lost. I couldn't remember the names I used on any social media platform and I didn't really need to at that time, or wanted to honestly. Passwords weren't worth a minute what with all the pending work.
          
          But two months ago, I took the dead account my sibling had and made it mine. I did just enough to keep me sane. And I finALLy brought a new phone last week, on my birthday. Set it up... the things I needed to. And maybe I am a coward, because it took a week before coming back to Wattpad and Instagram. I left so many things behind but I left just as much. 
          
          I made friends and memories here. I could never leave. So, I'll just grow more, find more dreamers. It made no sense when I started gutting my feelings out here but it's quite simple now. Because now, it's easier to breath.
          
          I'm so glad to be back...

grabthemonets

Thank you for publishing botb of my published works to your reading lists. I hope you enjoy them!

o_to_the_d

@grabthemonets Thank you and yes, I definitely will!
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grabthemonets

@ashes_and_nesryn Thanks! Can't wait to hear your thoughts! Also, congrats on getting access back to this account!
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o_to_the_d

@grabthemonets 
            I checked it out on my other account and came to know that it's based on the Red Queen series, so I downloaded those. I'm planning to read them first! :))
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idmcnally

Thank you for adding my story to your reading list! <3

idmcnally

@ashes_and_nesryn That's so sweet :) Happy reading and writing!
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o_to_the_d

Bound* forgive these typos. Haha. Not funny at all!
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o_to_the_d

The pleasure is all mine. I'm sure I will absolutely love your book. And for your follow, a fat hug of thanks. Also, cheere. Looking forward to all this. I believe people who bond over books are found forever. And that's, as they say, a very long time. @idmcnally 
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jasception

thanks for adding my book to your reading lists!! (which were very entertaining to read, but i still have no clue what the ones you added my book to mean hahaha)

jasception

@ashes_and_nesryn ohhhh, i see. and thank you, you too ❤️
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o_to_the_d

@jassidreams Ahaha! Thank you! And it is my pleasure, truly. If you're wondering why I added yours to "Here lurks something else" I put your book in the thriller, mystery and horror genre... Whoa slow down was a mistake I didn't intend to make. Haha you have a lovely day!
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