ofekirwin4

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I can't without ashton anymore.  I'm freaking out, I just start cry in the middle of the day because I know I will never meet him. I'm so sick of it I need him in my life so much. I need him more than oxygen. It's hard for me to live like this and it's already like I have broken heart. I hate to know that there are girls who are not fans and still meet him and don't even know that they're next to the most amazing person in the world. It's driving me crazy to see people that Ashton talk to an they act like he's just another person. I'm sick of people that don't understand how amazing he is. Every second in my life I feel like I have
          	Broken heart and it's only get worst, I need his hug. I need to look in his hypnotically eyes and drown. I don't want to look at him on pictures anymore. I want to hear his laugh next to my ears and feel my heart get back to normal. I need him more than he will even know that he wanted.  I don't know if he knows that he gives so much energy to his fans and only by his words and that he's a life saver. I don't know if he appreciate himself enough and if he loves himself enough to not hurt from people who are not worth it, I want to know of he's laughing and smiling now? I want to know if he feels belong to where he is. I want to know
          	 If he's not depressed because of awful people. He's my angel, he's my only angel that fucking lives and don't  leave, I love him so fucking much and I can't even explain how much I want only one hug or only one little moment to tell him how much I love him and everything I think about him, he's the only thing that gives my energy and keeps me alive. The only thing that help me get up when I'm falling, the only thing that makes me laugh and smile whenever I'm sad. 
          	I only want one little moment with him. Only one little moment.

mikeynia

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ofekirwin4

this message may be offensive 
I can't without ashton anymore.  I'm freaking out, I just start cry in the middle of the day because I know I will never meet him. I'm so sick of it I need him in my life so much. I need him more than oxygen. It's hard for me to live like this and it's already like I have broken heart. I hate to know that there are girls who are not fans and still meet him and don't even know that they're next to the most amazing person in the world. It's driving me crazy to see people that Ashton talk to an they act like he's just another person. I'm sick of people that don't understand how amazing he is. Every second in my life I feel like I have
          Broken heart and it's only get worst, I need his hug. I need to look in his hypnotically eyes and drown. I don't want to look at him on pictures anymore. I want to hear his laugh next to my ears and feel my heart get back to normal. I need him more than he will even know that he wanted.  I don't know if he knows that he gives so much energy to his fans and only by his words and that he's a life saver. I don't know if he appreciate himself enough and if he loves himself enough to not hurt from people who are not worth it, I want to know of he's laughing and smiling now? I want to know if he feels belong to where he is. I want to know
           If he's not depressed because of awful people. He's my angel, he's my only angel that fucking lives and don't  leave, I love him so fucking much and I can't even explain how much I want only one hug or only one little moment to tell him how much I love him and everything I think about him, he's the only thing that gives my energy and keeps me alive. The only thing that help me get up when I'm falling, the only thing that makes me laugh and smile whenever I'm sad. 
          I only want one little moment with him. Only one little moment.

mikeynia

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