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Are you ok?

Days go by, you finally realize what they’ve done and that you cannot afford to feel hurt and depressed anymore. You make the tough decision of letting them go. Before you do that, memories wash through your brain, memories you made by text because the relationship was long distance. You reminisce the text messages, the calls.. the voice messages, everything. You tear up before you bid your *new* ex goodbye and that you don’t wanna hurt them no longer but deep down, it’s for both your sake and their’s. You finally come to the realization that they think you’ll be happier without them in your life. You finally accept the idea of them not wanting you in your life anymore, friends or not. Tears roll down your cheek, you send voice messages bidding them goodbye. From then on, they block you on everything you used to talk to them on. WhatsApp and Instagram. It’s difficult to process but you know that you want the best for them because they’re your loved one even if they don’t want you anymore. 
          Thank you for all the memories you and I made through text, phone calls and voice messages. I’ll never be able to find a guy as caring and as loving as you. But I need to let you go because you just can’t handle the relationship anymore. 
          Goodbye, I love you, thank you and take care. 
          (I will be on hiatus for a while. Thank you for your understanding and cooperation. Goodbye for now.)

Sometimes when you get with someone and you fall deeply in love with them, the thought of the relationship eventually ending at some point runs across your mind yet you disregard it because you want to focus on the person you have now but will end up loosing by then. Days go by and everything seems like it’s okay, that both lovers are truly happy with the relationship although deep down of them doesn’t feel happy anymore. Doesn’t feel like the relationship feels right as it used to be. That’s when he decides to let go of you so he wouldn’t be “hurting” you anymore. You’re in a state of shock and you are left there hopeless and your emotions slowly taking over you. You beg, you plead, you spam them with messages but the truth is that it’s only making them run away from you further, running away from the aftermath of their decision to break up with you.