im on the website version as well as i deleted wattpad but yeah im sick to my stomach of what i did in my past , this whole isamu uchiumi obsession has been dealt with via therapy and talking to the people in my life <3 my actions in my past WERE disgusting and i don't want to be defended (i used to send death threats, be like kinda homophobic??? idk i also sended threats to people especially my doubles) when i was a isamu yumeshipper i was not doing well mentally i was blinded by my possessiveness and my closest friend was also a bad influence and encouraging me to harass my doubles. uhh i HATE isamu now and i left the mimic fandom, im still intrigued by book 3 but I DO NOT WANT TO BE ASSOCIATED WITH THE PERSON I WAS BEFORE. this all happened around december 2025 - february 2026. it was miserable.