Idk
If anyone is ever goin to read this, but a part of me, the only surviving part, seems dead today.
I'm losing myself to the void. Emptiness is darker than the darkest abyss.
Idk, when or how, I'll go away, but i want it to happen instantly.
Death is an ultimate key to happiness. A happy yet empty dream. I wanna fade away like i was never here.
Something in my mind, but more in my heart is shattered and the fragments are never going to join the same way ever again.
Don't know, if anyone will ever read this. I posted here because i don't know anyone here, but i wanted someone to just know about what I'm going through because I'm so alone that i have nobody to talk about it either. How long will i sustain is something i can't answer. Maybe today, maybe tomorrow or maybe later, but i just want it quickly.
I'm lost, I'm alone and I wanna fade away.