Why do I feel like I'm floating away from everyone that I care about. I don't talk to anyone anymore. I'm not big on feelings, but you don't know me. So I can say things to you guys about what's really bothering me. I can't tell my fiends if anything is wrong. I don't know why. It's better if strangers know than my friends. I say I'm fine. I can smile. It hides a lot. I tell some of you guys what's going on, because I can't tell anybody close to me. I want to tell them, but I can't.