paramichael

baaad night

paramichael

update from my last depression message: it's now October and im doing well. im eating again & am happier more often. it's not perfect and i have my moments of insecurity and weakness but im alright:) on July 1st someone who was like a mother to me passed away, and tomorrow is her birthday. it will be a hard day but i love u all and thank u:))

paramichael

back with more messages, i think i need to start taking medicine for my depression, but i don't know how to bring it up to my mom. eating still bad as ever. my friends are worried now. don't know how much longer i can put up with life and stick around i guess

Violentlysleeping

@paramichael keep hanging there u r strong if u have come this far.
            U can go further
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paramichael

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nobody reads these, so i thought, fuck it. lately my depression has been increasingly worse. there's really only one person keeping me alive right now. it's been about a year since it's gotten this bad. i don't eat anymore and i constantly feel useless. i don't have many people to tell this to so i thought i'd put it on my message board just to be able to type it out. because, again, nobody reads it anyway. however, if someone is reading this, i love you and i'm trying my best to stick around.