Every story is a series of what ifs. So what if everything went tumbling, sending you off balance. Hear me out- Say you have people you really appreciate for what they have done but instead you don't know how to express that, so you start to act like you hate them. You don't but that what it seems. Another example would be if the roles are reversed. You really hate someone but it seems to twist and you act like you appreciate them.
This is what's its like as a teenager these days, you learn to appreciate those who hurt you because you have to adapt. And at the same time the anger built up from acting to like others ends up being taken out on your loved ones.