@playerhyuck
as a haechan ult bias who reads haechan fanfics, these haechan dating rumors (WHICH LOWKEY SEEM LEGIT- LIKE I GENUINELY THINK HES DATING THAT GIRL…good for them- dont get me wrong) are like eye opening and like i feel delusional for reading fanfics… send help- like just me or nah??
Ugh I dont want to keep harping on abt this yall i know breakups are normal but this mf mannnn :((( i miss him so much LIKE I LISTENED TO COMPLETELY BY JAEHYUN THINKING OF HIM—thats how much i liked him. Like he was really my best friend.
I can’t believe I, THE PLAYERHYUCK, got played ;(
I rlly believe in manifestation and that people do come back and things can be worked out so im just going to work on myself, do things that make me happy and try stay in a positive mindset.
For anyone else that might be going through a situation like this I have some song recs below, i know how hard it is and im sending my love to you all <3
To my first - NCT Dream
Bye my first - NCT Dream
Sorry, Heart - NCT Dream
100 - NCT 127
Back2u - NCT 127
Roses - Jaehyun (“i said you wanna be mine” hes just as delulu as me)
Nobody’s son - Sabrina Carpenter!!!!! — I LOVE THIS ONE WHEN IM ANGRY
@playerhyuck i hope you're okay girl, you'll get through it strong girl >< and the song recs??? i cry at these songs bro cheering on you from across the world! <333
Hey guys, I know its still really early and the news is still fresh.
Ive thought about going back to my books a lot and as many of you know…there are SEVERAL i need to update.
I feel like i really need a fresh start rn, like a new book, a new idea, something to get the creative gears started in my brain.
In relation to Mark leave — ive known of NCT since 2016 Firetruck era, Mark Lee was such a huge part of my teenage years and even when I wasn’t heavily into kpop I always had a soft spot for the boys, ALL the boys.
Idk what will happen with NCT from now but I wish them the best. And for my own sake, I will keep Mark in my NCT books.
I might just put a hold on the idol books for now until my heart settles with the news…
P.S. thank you to everyone that sent a message after my whole breakup message lol, men always come back and as IVE said “either way im good”.
Thank god the man is gone, more time for my fictional men now :)
@playerhyuck Take as much time as you need! It's best to be healthy first, otherwise you'll fall deeper, and none of us wants that for you. Honestly, I got into Kpop because of NCT and specifically becuz of "Sticker", and I really realize how fast time has gone... BUT yeah, back to the point STAY HEALTHY!!! ❤️
Hiii
Please update your books
Mark Lee left NCT the same day my bf broke up with me, something so poetic about that.
guys im actually so sad rn bc of mark leaving. theres literally nothing to be mad bc it was all marks decision ab so all i can do is just go through all 5 stages of grief... send help
GUYS PLEASE WDYM MARK IS LEAVING NCT
BROOO MARK LEAVING NCT?
@lomlhaech im sorrryyyy I didnt wanna open wattpad now that even ten left sm (atleast not the groups)
wattpad dont hit the same anymore
@playerhyuck bro im reading a new fic that i found and even tho many people read it, not a lot are commenting and its rlly sad bc all i did when reading was comment and reply to other ppl :(((
I miss you :(
