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So real guys, its way too peaceful here sa luzon as of the momentkinakabahan aq 
            Ingat guyss

@pluvialilies mag ingat ka dinnnn nakakapagod na ang mga bagyo this year (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)

@pluvialilies truee, ingats kau guyss!❤️

@pluvialilies || ik yall probably tired af coz i've been saying the same shit for years now lmao

@pluvialilies || I'm glad my response was on time :] Honestly I am very happy to read this because when I received an email telling I wasn't eligible for partaking in seat allocation or acceptance, I cried for four whole nights and couldn't bring myself to eat or do anything besides sobbing. No one was there to tell me what was happening or give me any clarity of what I should do and I only blamed myself for a whole month this year. So, I'm very glad my words gave you some encouragement and clarity.
            
             Crying and begging for a gap year wasn't a solution for me, so I decided to move on with a private university that my parents paid to get me in. Though it was disheartening to see them pay a lot, I swore to work harder so I could one day help my parents out with their finances. 
            
            I am so proud of you for going ahead and choosing what you like and what you wanted <3 Communication courses have a variety of job opportunities!! Keep that excitement burning !! Do your best, mingle with everyone and create a great network of people! You deserve the best college days and I hope you do enjoy it!! 
            
            Thank you for your well wishes :D I'm pursuing Engineering in Computer Science with dual degree programs (Bachelors and Masters)!! Have a good day and stay happy ^^

@Roochieo || tysm for this message aksisjws i read this and kept repeating it in my head a lot of times and it rlly appeased me T__T i found your experience very resonating, i also worked my ass off studying and getting high grades and gosh i even made enemies in my class because i was being too pricky about group outputs LMFAO. it was so i can get a scholarship and also to prep for the exams....so when i got the email that i wasnt qualified i felt so depressed. i couldnt even eat or sleep for the entire day despite being so hungry and tired coz i was juggling school with my internship. and like you, i was also devastated to find out about other students getting the slots because they had connections....i hate nepotism so bad but then again what can i do about it?? made me question society all over again
            
            but disregarding that, rlly im so thankful for your reply as it came at a perfect time. i was in a big dilemma about my course, i was afraid to choose my dream course since it isnt rlly considered practial (my choices r journalism, broadcasting and communication), and i felt like i didnt deserve to pursue my dream field because...well i failed to get into a state uni and gain a scholarship
            
            however, upon reading ur message i was encouraged to still try for what i love despite my failures, i ended up enrolling in a pivate university recommended by my mom, i also ended up choosing communication since i'd like a course with broader job opportunities. the uni itself seemed really promising, so it gave me a lot of hope that  found myself feeling excited to start the school year....^^
            
            LOL MY BAD FOR RANTING OUT i just rlly appreciate your response and am feeling a bit overwhelmed <33 idk what ur plans or dreams, but i wish you well in your future endeavors as well as a smooth grinding in college (if its possible), again tysm for ur lovely message T^T <333

@pluvialilies|| oh man I felt this post so much but please stay in there, don't let yourself down. I wanted to take a gap year to reappear for entrances again but my parents decided not to let me do so and took on a huge financial burden to put me into a college . Honestly it felt like hell to me because I worked my ass off for two years preparing like crazy only to see all my entries be snatched away by people who had some sort of reservations for being from a minority group or belonging to a family of high government profiles or straight up spoiled brats :( 
            
            "Its not gonna get my anywhere" no, I think this is one of those moments in life where we are let down by everything around us, as if someone threw a huge rock at you. What we can do is the grind our way through college and hope we get a good well paid job opportunity that would help our parents have an easier time with finances. I don't know what is your target but I hope you don't give up easily !! All the best and think about the best future you could imagine for yourself and your parents ^^ I think that's the greatest achievement you'll have

@pluvialilies I feel so sorry for you honestly T.T

@0LynXy0 || at least she replied to you thats something, my favorite author disabled her message board before i can even leave a message im literally gonna go insane ahsjjshehwjsjjs

@pluvialilies happens to the best of us T.T 
            One of my favourite authors came back, I had actually posted a message on her account and she even replied! BUT SHE LEFT AGAIN UFHSHJFYNKIFF

@pluvialilies do ur best with it ʕ⁠´⁠•⁠ ⁠ᴥ⁠•̥⁠`⁠ʔ I'm cheering u on, hopefully things go well, u get into a good uni and take a major ur happy with

@Fois_D_Ciel || getting INTO a university is already stressing me tf out omg T__T i still dont have a secured uni and im at the verge of crashing out ToTToT i just wanna get back to writing so bad.....

@pluvialilies don't worry sweetheart, things are only about to get more hectic when u enter uni... *sees my un-updated fics as I study for midterms*

@pluvialilies I'm abt to start reading it :D

@pluvialilies PLEASE DON'T 

@kxsrah || LMFAO ToTToT i plan on making a new one tho (hopefully a better one), i keep rereading my old khun fanfics in hopes of continuing it but i just cringe at my old writing ToTToTToT