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i got two shots today :(

bruh i painted my room yesterday with my sister and my friend and i woke up today thinking i was in a different dimension cause my walls were white
          and holy FUCK i am very sore

i got a new headset for christmas and now i can't hear anything going on in the world around me :D i love it

merry christmas eve! <3 i hope that everyone is having a good day and will have a good day tomorrow :)

i am starting to become nervous about how many absences i have  i'd really like to not have to repeat 8th grade because i am a really heavy sleeper and have anxiety

happy thanksgiving y’all :) i hope you all had a good day and id just like to go ahead and say what i’m thankful for :D
          i’m thankful for the basics, like my family and friends. i’m specifically thankful for my sister Emily and my friends J and B.
          i’m thankful for (and i know this sounds shallow) books, tv shows, movies, music, and fan fiction. i’m thankful for the makers of these especially. i may be in such a bad place if it weren’t for these things. ESPECIALLY this year. i love these things so much and they make life bearable when things are so fucking dark.
          and i’m overall thankful for my privilege. i thankfully have never truly had to worry about being hungry or unsafe. i may not be rich or from a well off family but i have never had to worry about not having money for necessities. i’m thankful i’ve never truly experienced prejudice due to my race or sexuality.
          and i’m thankful for my dogs because they are the best creatures ever :)

me a couple weeks ago: oh yeah i'll totally update before halloween
          me now: uhhh it's still october 30th..... right? i canstill do it?

y'know sometimes people just need a break. a break to think, to relax, to fucking sleep.
          and sometimes they just need a break to take a breath and do something they want to do, if it's binging a show, playing a video game, reading an entire book series. LET PEOPLE TAKE A BREAK THEY PROBABLY NEED IT

I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY :D AND IT WASN'T THE WORST THING EVER :O

i think i've legit been absent for about as many days as i've been at school - school fuckin sucks