pulverulent

Hey ? Are u okay mate?

I do not want to be touched or seen again.
          I do not want to see home again.

Leave me to burn in the woods 

In this terrible game of now, I found freedom in lost 
          
          I never want to be found ever again

Why do I need to escape to be here

No I do not want to know
          Nor read what you asked me to
          Nor reply to anything fanciful 
          
          I want an escape
          I want to wake up with amnesia 

I always wanted
          
          Death by drowning
          
          Maybe it was to flood away the fire
          
           that resides in my ribcage

Burn burn burn 

Do I cut my arms out 
          Or smash my fingers
          

I want to be far away
          They're not evil 
          Nor am I
          Don't I deserve 
          Anything 
          At all?
          If not peace