pumpkinjimin

happy halloween!

Dazai_THE_osamu

I have come to believe that the world is filled with quiet tragedies—so quiet that most people pass them by like wilted flowers on the roadside. Every year, countless souls slip away under the weight of their own thoughts, vanishing into the night without a sound. And even more remain here, breathing but hurting, wandering through their days as if carrying an invisible wound no one bothers to see.
          
          It is strange, isn’t it? How a single smile can hide years of sorrow. How a single “I’m fine” can conceal storms relentless enough to drown a person. People suffer in silence because they think no one will understand… or worse, that no one would care even if they did.
          
          But if you are reading this—please listen.
          
          Your existence is not as small as you think. The pain you carry is not a sign of weakness, but proof that you have endured far more than anyone knows. You deserve gentleness. You deserve patience. You deserve to stay.
          
          If tonight feels unbearably heavy, let this be a reminder: there is someone in this world who wants you to keep living, even if they haven’t met you yet. Someone who would be devastated to lose the light you don’t realize you give.
          
          Pause. Breathe. Stay.
          
          The world is far more bearable with you in it.
          (Posting everywhere i can)

Eksprea

heyy twinn i dont wanna be mean but can i know what happened to punk_iero?

Eksprea

@ Eksprea  thanks for the reply!! and u dont have to, we dont know each other so yk. have a nice dayy
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pumpkinjimin

@Eksprea they don't use wattpad anymore afaik? we're still together but they're often offline everywhere these days due to some personal stuff. i will let them know you messaged though if you want !
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pumpkinjimin

hi friendssss

Lucy_46_Miray_

Hii so Idk if you remeber me, but I have a tiny question
          Are you American or from Uk? Out of curiosity, I wanna check if i'm Reading english or american cause my teacher said to not read too much american because It's too different from english
          Gne that's all, bye :3

pumpkinjimin

@Lucy_46_Miray_ i completely understand !!
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Lucy_46_Miray_

@ pumpkinjimin  ohh ok. Don't worry about my teacher but It's because I'm italian and i'm taking advanced courses in english, and most of the time I mess up because I take note from American english books :') he wants me to learn perfect british english but well we all know I'm not going to stop reading because of him 
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pumpkinjimin

they are both english ! just different versions
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Lucy_46_Miray_

Ok so Hi :3
          I just finished you're fanfict of lawlight and I gotta say, it was the best thing I ever read 
          I'm now starting the sequel buy since It's 1 am here I'll do that tomorrow. I also checked out you're other stories and we have a lot of other ships in common like Hilson, so I'm gonna read that one too. Over all I just wanted to let you know this and.. that's it I guess :3
          Have a nice day/night!

inherheart

I’m sorry this is so random, I’m not even sure you remember me but we used to be close friends back in 2017 i randomly started thinking about the good times days on wattpad and you were a big part of it.. I just wanted to know and see you’re doing well in life  

pumpkinjimin

@inherheart right!! and im sorry to hear that ): i hope things get better !!!
            
            my instagram is twilightjimin and my discord is lovelenivy , so those are me if you get the notification ! :D
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inherheart

I’m really sorry to hear that): I’m kinda in the same boat, life hasn’t been so great towards me either in the past few years but I’m hoping things will improve as well.. this app sucks so bad now! you can barely read with all the pop up ads .. just throws me off. I’m upset about them removing the DMs too, like they didn’t have to! Anyways I have Instagram and Discord :) my instagram is seo_ovy and my discord is percasits lol
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pumpkinjimin

@inherheart i completely understand !!! im okay i guess, like i said, life has been tough for me for probably like the past year or more tbh ? but im hoping things will get better. im not suuuuper active on here anymore, i mostly check notifications/reply to comments every few days and if i feel like it, sometimes i upload something that i've already posted to ao3, but for the most part i dont do much on here and dont read here anymore (theyve made the app so bad the past few years!) but im glad i kept the app in spite of how bad its been ! I hate that they removed the dms tho ): if you have like discord/instagram or something maybe we can add each other ! :D
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myheartisnotonmyxray

heyyy hru? are u okay?

pumpkinjimin

@myheartisnotonmyxray tbh a lot of stuff has gone wrong in my life lately
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myheartisnotonmyxray

@myheartisnotonmyxray i'm not either, but its getting better for me :) whats got you down? :((
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pumpkinjimin

@myheartisnotonmyxray tbh im not doing so great ): you?
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