purrlyKaiotic

hi, im writing this to hopefully catch your attention for one last time, i hope. im heading to uni now, time flies huh? welp, i just want to let you know that i really really love you. its stupid, to say i fell in love with you in an online setting. that shit shouldn't work. but you did. you got me good, you infuriating gorgeous piece of specimen. i know we ended badly, i deeply regret that. no day had pass where i wasn't thinking of a what if. what if i stayed? what if i understood you better? i really want to be angry with you because you're so unfair, for years i believed i did nothing wrong. but then again, you won't just leave if i was entirely innocent. im sorry if im writing this in the open hahaha i can't find you anywhere else but here. i did warned you, i won't stop bothering you until you give me a proper closure because ever since that day- i've been losing my mind over you. i actually don't know if this day will mark the first day that i'll finally be able to do that. because i know i won't really move on from you. my greatest love. i hope you're well. i hope you're loved. i hope you're safe. i'll always be here, if you'll have me. i pray good things for you. i love you, so much. i will never forget you, kai. 
          
          - eunice

can we talk?