@queer_with_anxiety
I just realised that I've been on Wattpad for over a year now... holy shit. That's crazy.
Y'all I finished Alchemised last night and I highly recommend reading it - though be warned, it isn't for the faint of heart. It's really good though and there are parts where I almost cried and parts where I was giggling and kicking my feet and parts where I was horrified and parts where I was curious about if it was possible in real life. There is smut though so be careful.
I forgot to do this yesterday so... Happy Remembrance day! thanks for sacrificing your lives for us, its greatly appreciated.
I was watching Bad Guys 2 with my family for movie night tonight and I started simping for Pigtails, Kitty and Doom and they only seemed to get hotter throughout the movie :sob:
Also then when we finished the movie a promo thing for Wicked: for good came on TV and it was the actors talking about it and I had to resist the urge to blurt out shit about Glinda and Elphaba being HELLA GAY FOR EACH OTHER, bc my family doesn't like to here abt that stuff and my sister is kinda homophobic and would tell me 'ThEy ArEn'T gAy!!!' :(
@queer_with_anxiety ooh, I really need to watch Bad Guys 2. And they are so gay for each other.
Thank you so much to everyone who responded to my last post, your messages meant so much to me <3
TW: Suicide, SH
I almost committed tonight. I was having a shower and the self hate and the urge became stronger and stronger until i was crying. I tried writing how i felt in a journal but that just made me feel worse and made the urge stronger. I tried to find a bottle of pills in my bathroom but i couldn't so i got my knife. I just started cutting and cutting and I was cutting deeper than i have before and there was more blood than there has been before. Then the self preservation part of me kicked in and sent a text to my mum asking for help. She came in and stopped me and cleaned my cuts and let me sob into her shoulder. Now im just trying to think about all that i have to look forward to and to stop crying.
@queer_with_anxiety I almost didn’t reply to this because I tend to get yelled at for caring about people, but I don’t give a shit anymore. You’re an incredible human being and I’ve lost too many people because they couldn’t bring themselves to talk to people, and I’ve almost lost myself too. I stayed alive out of fear, but you deserve to stay alive for the people in your life, if not yourself. I know how you feel, and I’ve been there. I don’t have any adults in my life who would understand, but I’m so glad that your mom was so supportive. If you need to talk at any point, I’ll always be here. Living is a chore and I hate it, but so long as people in my life like you stay alive, I’m not going anywhere. Stay strong, remember what I said, and know that you’ll always be loved <3
@queer_with_anxiety my love you are a gorgeous gorgeous person inside out and thank you for sharing this, it is very brave of you <3 I am always there for you, as is everyone else here and we are your family always, no matter what. We love you, we want you, we need you and you matter so much to so many people. You are not deserving of this self-hate, know that you are amazing. I'm so sorry and I don't mean this in a fake, just saying it way, I genuinely mean it, and I will always be there for you even if we don't know each other, there to hold you when you cry, there to hug you, there to help you, whatever you need. We all are connected and you are loved, very very very strongly, please remember that. Sending loads and loads of hugs, please take care and I'm always here if you need anything, please don't hesitate to put up a message if you want to talk or unwind, you are stronger than you think. Love you, take care <3
Theme, bio ,user, yes.
I was just scrolling back through old conversations and messages on my pf and my friends on here usesds to be so active, now we hardly speak and I wonder if we're still a friend group :(
I miss u guys </3
This meme cracked me up @queer_with_anxiety, so funny: https://www.wattpad.com.368630@www.google.com/url?sa=t&url=http://bit.ly/4oBRoyg#152851
New theme! This one is based off of Heathers the musical, the pfp and background are from pinterest and the quotes in my bio are song lyrics in order of the songs in the musical, i wasn't able to fit them all in tho