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guess whos back again

changing my name from qu33nbI00 to robozo 

since i havent been on in ages ima yk update u guys
          
          
          i have 2 really close friends now,, who i would literally die for<3
          i thought i was aroace for a bit, but i am not identifying as 'cupioromantic' (i want a romantic relationship but i have limited/no romantic feelings) and 'demiromantic' (i have limited romantic feelings)
          i am also genderfluid,, dont know if that was already known but yk,, and i have found i hate she/her pronouns like loads
          but im questioning on the polyamourus spectrum - polyfideltious exactly so im doing loads of research on that to see if that label fits me too
          
          im going back to school next week so i'll probably end up abandoning this again and after a month or two remembering about it but yk who knows i could become a social reject again
          
          peace

im back after like a month of forgetting about this account again

yo

yo
          
          i forgot abt this account lmao
          
          
          neway
          
          i broke up w my partner after like 2 months of dating cause i didnt like them anymore and i tried to be friends w them but theyre really toxic now for some reason??
          so i dropped them and another friend (like a few months before bcz they kept outing people as trans and shi)
          
          but other than that im alr
          
          my tourettes hasnt calmed down at all - mightve even become a bit worse cause i cant walk now due to one in my leg lol
          
          
          all i really had to say tbh
          
          wont be that active as i used to be cause im not a social reject 
          
          idk what else to say
          
          bye my mootssss

hay guyssss
          
          im going somewhere on a school trip tomorrow till thursday 5:00pm (bst) so i wont be updating/being active on here until then. :))
          
          also im staying w my s/o and two friends so im really excited :p
          
          AAAAAAHHGHHGHHG /pos

GUYS
          
          IM DATING SOMEONE
          
          LIKE ACTUALLY
          
          IRL
          
          MY HEART JUST GOES POW WHEN IM WITH THEM
          
          
          SO BASICALLY
          WE BOTH CONFESSED BECAUSE A MUTUAL FRIEND TOLD US WE BOTH LIKED EACHOTHER AND THEN THEY ASKED ME OUT
          
          WE'RE DATING NOW?? IM SO HAPPY HOLY SHIT

yes this is a vent. 
          TW: suicide (ig) and suicidal thoughts. 
          
          
          
          the only thing thats keeping me from k*lling myslef is my fandoms and crappy tv shows :')
          
          but like
          
          that and the people who i meet online are the only things that are stopping me.
          
          thats why i 'overreact' when my devices like my laptop or phone are taken away. because there isnt anyone or anything stopping me from yk.....
          
          it sounds stupid when i write it. 

PLEASE I WANT A FLAT CHEST SO BAD
          
          
          LIKE....
          
          
          UGHHHHHH ;-;
          
          
          BUT LIKE
          
          
          I WANNA LOOK FEMININE
          
          
          LIKE!? 
          
          
          HUH??? 
          
          
          :')