Lumiel (they/them)

It’s actually really hecking weird that nobody has ever thought of getting me tested for ADHD… I literally had a school psychologist when I was 7 because of my troubles with tasks that I technically knew how to do, but I would end up barely making progress if asked to do them. 
          
          She tested my cognitive abilities and gave me an IQ score. Then suggested I go to a school for ‘special’ kids that are super smart because ‘normal’ school was too boring for me. 
          
          But I’m almost 100% sure my problem was my inability to focus on tasks that weren’t interesting (because my brain didn’t see the point in something I knew I could do easily) and always got distracted. 
          
          Surely she didn’t just deny the possibility of an attention deficit disorder just because I COULD sit still while reading a book I was interested in, right? 
          Right?
          
          Btw I’m not diagnosed or anything, I just have some ADHD traits that I think should be enough for a school psychologist talking about problems with concentration to notice and suggest taking a test.

Ich liebs wenn mein körper mir ohne vorwarnung einfach manchmal innere blutungen gibt. Inklusive schmerzen, random emotionsausbrüchen und nerven und energie auf 20%…
          
          Ja meine periode ist wieder hier und ich bin nicht glücklich drüber

Heute LSD in der schule :D
          
          Einer hat grad gedroht einen stuhl aus dem fenster zu werfen
          
          
          Disclaimer: LSD heisst last school day, sozusagen abistreich?

NOOO VENOM!!!!
          
          (!!!Spoiler warning for venom 3: the last dance)
          
          How dare you. How DARE you, you dumb ass alien symbiote. NOW YOUR HUMAN BOYFRIEND IS PROBABLY DEPRESSED BC OF YOU.
          
          I watched this movie and my fav character died protecting his bf (and kinda saving the world too ig) so now I am very upset.

There’s so many clothes I would wear if they weren’t so awfully gendered. Why is stuff gendered. The only thing that should be gendered are genders. (Actually nah, fuck gender.) 
          
          Also I watched the lorax. Fun. Why is there no decent fanfics. How is it possible that a ship has only 10 fics on ao3 and over half of them are crackfics.

Just watched the bee movie and honestly… i kinda hate it… 
          
          (holy zoophilia dude. Also thats not how organic honey is made and also bees dont actually need most of the honey they produce)

(Vent about wattpad I guess)
          
          Hey wattpad i don’t give a flying frick about what this person is commenting on that book I’ve never wanted to read ever. Who on this planet looked at the almost  universally hated social feed and decided “lets make it worse!” I don’t need this random person who followed me three years ago to know which chapter of what fanfic I’m voting. If I wanted to know what someone has added to their reading list, I’d just go check their reading list. I dont want everyone on this app to stalk each other and know to the exact minute what who was reading when. Sometimes the comments they leave on other books are things I absolutely do not need in my memories. And why is it the default page when i just wanna check my normal goddarn notifications. Genuinely, just. No.
          
          By the way, wattpad, tumblr users got tumblr to undo a new feature like three months ago. I’m not trying to threaten you or anything : ) but they not only spammed the staff with complaints, they also mass rated the app with 1 star on app store and did a blackout for a whole weekend…

Chat the “social feed” got worse. Now you can see what everyone is COMMENTING too…

Wir lesen grad Kleider machen Leute von gottfried Keller in deustch
          
          Der mc ist einfach introverted af und hat konfliktangst… und weil er gut gekleidet ist wird er für einen adligen gehalten

Though I don’t think I’m cis, I think I do generally identify with my AGAB strongly… not as a gender though, more as a social thing outside of gender, or an experience