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hi pookiee, how are you? 

Is it only me or do I feel like no one celebrated 2025 today? Like it's so boring and I live in a really big town but I can hear kids playing down my window

HAPPY NEW YEARS YALL yesterday I slept at like 3 am so I was tired and couldn't post anything

Tbh, my younger self would be disappointed.
          
          I always wanted to be a doctor since i was a kid, everyone told me i should be one like my relative. At first, i was like "yeah i wanna be a doctor to be happy" but when i grew up i realised how this world is. I don't know what i want to be, i haven't thought what I want to be not what they say I should be. My parents already planned out my sister's future but when I asked them, they told me "You always wanted to be a doctor, idk we'll see later.".
          
          My grades decreased incredibly fast when the COVID happened and i used to be the first on the class. Now I'm just a random student in it who helps her 'friends' to do their homework or translate English to them. I don't know what I want to be. 
          
          I'm scared to even think about anything else because when my family told me i should be a doctor they MADE me fall in love with it. To be honest, doctors are respected in my country and I guess I know why parents want their children to be doctors. It's because they want to be congratulated on raising me this well.
          
          My old me was very happy to hear that she'll be a great doctor one day though she didn't like the idea of studying too much time but she enjoyed the attention.
          
          When i grew up, almost all of me changed. I became more brave but cold. I didn't even cry at my grandparents' funerals while my sister and parents bowled their eyes out. I looked like a white sheep between black, depressed ones who were weirded to see me not crying. Yes, I did cry at night.
          
          All of my friends see me as the funny friend who includes everyone 
          
          Sorry

My biggest flex is @mazewriterrr following me out of her 9K FOLLOWERS. LIKE EXCUSE ME. HOW??

I just uploaded the next chapter of My technician!

Guys tbh i need to rewatch the maze scene from when Thomas enters the maze for the first time bc i literally forgot everything 

I'm back to writing my technician story!

Before I spam more comments (sorry) do you even like them or do they annoy you, cuz I do not want to annoy you! <3

GIRL, SHOULD I READ YOUR NEWT FANFIC?!