i'm sure most of the people who keep up with my stories on here have heard what happened. i know i've been pretty inactive this year but i think this is it for this account and my stories. i don't really think that deserves an explanation beside the fact i'm hurting so bad and to continue to write anything would hurt me even more. jonghyun and shinee was and still are my rock for whenever i felt down, or even when i was happy, i knew i could go to them to feel safe. there's a lot of emotions i've been feeling lately, mostly sorrow, but i just don't think i can continue this. if anyone cares i have twitter, which is where i am the majority of the time. if you want it please message me but for now, this is goodbye.