will forever be devastated that friends to lovers rarely happens ughggh atleast to someone like me ig. ppl often tell me i look and seem intimidating so ppl rarely approach me, unless i speak to them first.
after my last relationship i think im ready to date again but the men ive stumbled upon lately are sooooo icky. some expect me to make the first move or some ask me out even tho they don’t know anything about me (which ig thats the point. they want to get to know me) but idk!!! is it too much to ask for being friends first?? i can never get romantically involved unless it just flows naturally yk i dont want the interest to be preexisting, i want genuine connection as the foundation before the romantics, but it seems impossible in this day and age.
anyways how is everyone. i have two exams tomorrow that i have not studied for (im burnt out, but guilty.) and all ive been doing is rewatching true beauty, and contemplating whether i wanna reread the webtoon again as jugyeong quite literally pissed me off that i stopped reading it around 2020 ughghhh