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i'm not sure how many of y'all are seeing this, but until further notice, all posting will either not exist or be super erratic
see,
i just lost a dear friend (not charlie) and i'm not sure how to cope??? like, she was my age, and she didn't
i just
it feels weird
everything feels weird
so im either going to disappear for a while, or do her suggestion in the form of what i do best: she wanted to be a motivational speaker, who went to schools to talk to kids about insecurity and reassurance. I'm going to do a week of insecurity comfort fics dedicated to her. I probably sound pathetic, like that's the best thing i can manage to do for her? she'd laugh if she was here. But she's not. And holy shit, it doesn't feel real.