Rhaiiiiiii

Funny how I'll never be someone's first choice, even with my friends but I'm cool with it 

Why love isn't enough? Why?
          That book is so good. I can feel the emotion of the characters. Ugh. I want to write again 

 I LOVE MIN YOONGI! PERIOD NO ERASE 

It's funny how I used wattpad as my open diary. No one knew me here so I'm safe 

I'm sorry if I did it again. I just need the bleed to come out since I'm hurting too much in the insides. I'm sorry. Really sorry. I have no one to talk too. They don't listen and understand. They let me talk and then compared my situation to them which they mentioned worst than I am dealing with. I miss my old friend. I miss her. I am sad. Sad sad.

I'm so done with my friends who likes KPOP and will not recognize BTS because they received so much hate so they hate them too to make them look cool. Are you really my friends? Did you know how much this boys help me out? Really? I'm so done.

Well thanks to BTS. I just need to watch more of their videos to avoid hurting myself again  Yeah I should know my worth. Happy Birthday to me.

Yeah I've never felt this feeling for almost 3 years now. I thought this is only a bday jitters but hell yeah that thing that I've been avoiding for 3 years now is coming back! And eating the shsss out of me! FYI I'm clean for almost 3 years now and my "friends" triggered me and I I would like to do it again. Just... JUST to escape. 

In two days I'll aged again ugh. Please give me something to read so I can stop over thinking things.