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wanna talk to u❤️

heyyyy if u ever come back pls leave a message on my boardddd!!

miss u ira

it feels like a fever dream ira ik i could tell u this in person but i cant hold back rn ik we already talked about this but i cant function well after knowing that the account that made us meet is finally going to be a desert u even removed daydream that really was a great job idk if youll comeback n post something here but the fact that whatever youll post on ur new account is going to be complete mystery to me n thats what bothers me

Anyways, so, I won't be using this account anymore. My bestie just cried her heart out saying she can't handle this account and that she'd always get the memory of our fun talks here. I understand her. But I really don't wanna use this account anymore.
          I've unfollowed everyone. And I think I'd show up here really rarely.
          So, yeah, that's all. You can unfollow me. I won't stop coming here completely cause yeah, I do have tons of books in my drafts.
          I'll just let it be.

But, before I leave, this has to be said that boycotting barely works in kpop since companies have a lot of groups — boycotting one wouldn't affect them, and even if it does, they'd care less. So, it's better to stop boycotting after both ot6 and Heeseung starts releasing their albums. I'm boycotting, although I barely see hopes, but only till they release their albums.
          
          I won't stick to it although I'd always want Heeseung to come back. But it's also important to accept cause we really can't do much. Since, I like their music and vocals, I'd definitely support their artistic depth.
          
          I was aware of this since the news broke out but didn't say a work thinking I might demotivate other boycotters. I think rationally and it's not important if everyone does. So, noticing the momentum of the protest, I participated, and I'm still in, but I'm also ready for what might come next.

Okay , this is the one of the LEAST talked about relationship advice , but I believe that the concept of "last night of freedom" (also known as the " bachelor's party" in the south asian region) is not much different from cheating . 
          
          And no , I don't mean the just clubbing thing , "last night of freedom" is often associated with , yk , one night stands or going to strip clubs . Idk , doesn't make sense , one gets jealous when their partner is attracted to someone else after the marriage is fixed (no , I don't support cheating , just calling out the hypocrisy) but wanna go to the strip club a night before marriage . Eh? The marriage was fs fixed a while ago , doesn't that mean he/she is cheating on his/her fiance?!
          
          "Oh but it's like celebrating your last night as a youth." 
          "It's not even that huge."
          "Let's just have fun."
          ..........you're literally hiding it from your fiance (literally the husband the next day) that you slept with someone a night before—
          
          This is literally excusing cheating in disguise .
          
          Like , okay , I believe such people are still not ready for the huge step in life . That just means you still haven't lived your bachelor life to the fullest and that the marriage is tying you up . Think of it . Either the person is wrong or the thought of marriage — cause why does one wanna get married if he/she is yet not ready to deal with it , thinks that marriage is gonna tie them up and that they still needs one night of freedom ?!?!
          
          Ngl it sounds kinda funny coming from an 18 years old (⁠╯⁠°⁠□⁠°⁠）⁠╯⁠︵⁠ ⁠┻⁠━⁠┻

@ricebow1  fr one of my biggest fears include those BTS FFs and imagines uploaded on YouTube 2020 and 2021 sends literal shudders down my spine ( mind you I read them when I was 12 and super innocent I didn't even know what "doing it" meant ) that's one of the other main problems, young children are also part of the kpop community and no one gives a regard to the "18+" emoji it's just serves as some decorative icon and kids learn all these so young through an ff abt an actual person who is an idol, to me then, reading stuff like those felt wrong so I stopped and now since I know more about the kpop industry and it's fan community, i understand that imagining stuff like that is equal to sexualizing them.

@official_Jungwon woah woah 
          Realllyyy~