⌒﹒gracie ౿ ݁ .

⚊ finding out me and my girlfriend both write fanfics on here was NOT on my bingo card but this is amazing .. 
          
          Okay so ,, I am doing a bit better ,, however a break is still in check . 
          
          Youth is going to be temporarily taken down , I know you guys love Gracie and the way her story is headed , I however , do not . I'm going to take it down in hopes that I can get a better feeling of how I want gracies story to start , and end . Maybe I can write up a couple of chapters while on my break . 
          
          I love every single one of you sm , thank you for your patience ♡♡

⚊ hi , so unfortunately this isn't an update people are probably wishing for . However I need everyone to know that , Ill be taking a break for quite a while . I'm unsure when ill return , and for that I'm so sorry . Everytime I try to come back something comes up and I end up right back into my little hole where I started . I don't know whats wrong with me , but I'm looking in to getting some professional help , possibly get back into touch with my therapist . I'm gonna miss everyone's stories and , I promise the moment I'm well and no longer in this dark hole , ill come back . And ill read your stories and ill comment like I never have before . I love every single one of you and having to do this sort of breaks my heart , but it is something I need . 
          
          If you would like to keep in touch with me , please don't hesitate too . It would be nice to have a few friends to talk to anyways . 
          
          Heres some places you can reach me at ::
          
          Discord ;; lottied0ll. 
          Instagram ;;  ophid0ll_
          Tiktok ;; sillyymilly_
          Pinterest ;; missotter_lver
          (Keep in mind I don't get notifications for Pinterest and am not always on my main account on tiktok.) 

happy 17th!! 17 isn’t easy, but it can be fun, i promise.

⚊ I'm still alive so .. Hi hello !! I'm gonna hopefully get some reading in later tn promise ! 
          
          | I am now officially virtual ,, but ,, I do have to do a WHOLE semester in one month .. forr five classes .. Yeyyy . 
          
          | me and my girlfriend are still going strong ! She knows what i look like and ,, surprisingly she's one of the first people ever to not ditch me because of my looks . We don't talk everyday ,, I think our time differences is a bit .. Different ,, I'm not entirely sure but all is well ! (She called me 'ml' the other day tehe) 
          
          | TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY ,, I'LL BE SEVENTEEN AHAHY
          
          that is all my dears ! 

⚊ dude I keep getting stuck in these states bro . I wanna be on here to read BUT I PHYSICALLY CAN'T . 
          
          anyways . Sooo .. That friend I got back into touch with ? As of yesterday we are officially girlfriends !! 
          
          Annnd I'm absolutely loving tvd . 
          
          Gulp . I'm gonna try to be more active I promise you guys I just need to get out of my funk ... 

⚊ apparently my, my Nana passed away. Her granddaughter found her yesterday. I haven't seen her in years, and she was just posting two days ago. I didn't, expect that. 

⚊ new theme again .. i'm entering my Wanda obsession all over again . I love marvel and I love wanda ! Wanda is me and I am she ♡♡
          
          | NEW SPIDERMAN TRAILERRRR I'M SO EXCITED MY MOMMA IS GONNA TAKE ME TO SEE IT . EHEHEHE
          
          | dune part three trailer is also out , I'm so excited to see Anya Taylor joy also ... Robert Pattinson was not expected ? Love the guy but he does not look well with blonde hair and blonde eye brows .. 
          
          | I'm falling so behind omg I need to catch up on the stories ... 
          
          | started the vampire diaries .. Kinda excited <3

⚊ lara jean theme i'm squealing ! ♡♡

⚊ *knock knock* gulp .. hello .. so ,, I lwk died on you guys . i am sorry about that . life update anyone ? 
          
          ` my mom found out I have online friends ,, therefore my time on my phone is being cut back ,, and I can't be on much unless its nighttime . i can still keep my friends though ! 
          
          ' my birthday is soon ,, in thirteen days to be exact ! i'll be seventeen ,, cheer guys ! never thought i'd make it this far . 
          
          ` i am unfortunately going through a little bit of a tough patch , i've hardly been keeping in touch with people and i'm so exhausted all of the time ,, I hardly have the energy to be typing this out . but I'll get better . 
          
          ' i watched the " to all the boys ive loved before " movies and am currently finishing up season 2 of xo, kitty . I absolutely ADORE them . Lara Jean is me and I am her .. maybe a Lara theme soon .. :) 
          
          ` i am going to put the effort in for the next couple of days to catch up on your alls stories ,, I miss them terribly and they're ones that would usually keep me going . so ,, either tonight or tomorrow I will put the effort in and get started on reading ! 
          
          ' i am currently failing all of my classes ,, mainly because my teachers WON'T do their jobs and send my school work to my home ,, but also because the principal of the virtual academy hasn't reached back out to my mom yet . so ,, lets pray I pass so I can enjoy prom and make it to senior year . 
          
          ` i got back into touch with a friend of mine I met a month or two ago ,, its funny we actually jumped straight into being best friends over yellowjackets and now ,, we are starting to genuinely get to know each other . shes so sweet and we make each other cry whenever we say we miss each other . ( ps ,, I think I'm gaining a crush on this friend and my friends have been supporting a delusion of mine .. save me ) 
          
          and ,, that is all ! unfortunately my area has fallen under nasty wind and weather ,, but nothings gonna stop me ! I love you guys sm ,, and I appreciate the patience ♡♡

theme is absolutely perfect, maren yearly is me, i am maren yearly