Ruth Parker

Hey Ruth I’m back

just want to let you know that i love you <3

Not like anyone's gonna read this but what's your opinion if I start a one shot book. 

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So I'm most people won't see this but imma take my pjo FF down and redo it. It's way to cringy for me to read it. 

          Seen
          
          
          
          I wait for you
          Even when the clock strikes midnight.
          Because you promised we'd chat
          Guess you are busy again
          
          I wait even as my head throbs
          I don't want to risk that what if
          What if you did come but I was asleep
          What if I missed the chance. 
          
          Countless times, I try to tell myself 
          That I should sleep, that it'll be fine
          But conveniently sleep doesn't come to me
          I ask myself why
          
          Why do become so attached 
          But my mind, it's too busy to respond
          It's too busy because it has its own set of what if, ones that are far too scary
          
          What if she hates me 
          What if I said something wrong
          What if he thinks I am too weird for his time
          What if they couldn't care less 
          
          I slowly turn, staring at that one word 
          One word that would steal my sleep 
          Make my mind run all day 
          Seen 

Forbidden Love
          
          How did I get into this mess
          We were only supposed to be friends
          Now I like you, and it's too late to go back
          Shit wasn't supposed to go down like that
          
           Our opinions don't match 
          You like the tyrant 
          And I am the victim 
          The tyrant wants to rid his country of
          
          But you don't know that
          You think I am innocent and proud
          Of the one who wants me gone
          How can I support him when he wants me dead
          
          I accept I am wrong 
          Because I don't want to fight you
          I accept that I should be thrown out
          Because I don't want to loose you
          
          It hurts to love you
          Because you stand for everything wrong
          But what can I do 
          When my heart has chosen you
          
          Normally I hate your kind
          Don't interact with them
          If I do I fight
          But I didn't know
          
          I realised too late
          That you were not on my side
          That you believed in ridding my kind
          Believed we were parasite
          
          Now I beg your sister
          To keep my secret hidden
          So I am not the one 
          You start your mission with
          
          I conceal, don't feel
          But I can't hide who I am
          Before long you'll know 
          I wasn't who you thought
          

Heppy new year y'all 

somebody recommend me wolfstar books

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