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oh wow look at that i posted something

crazily enough i actually have like 500 words of a chapter written

I’m actually cooking with this Superstar rewrite

cant tell if the idea i have for superstar is dumb or not

Every so often I miss Sicily and Fred and they’ve been on my mind for weeks now. If only I could manage to write something. 

Going to try and work through my writing anxiety by using a redacted script so I can’t look back on what I’m writing and cringe and/or edit to hell as I go (which often prevents me from finishing a draft in the first place). 

I really want to write but it’s been so long since I’ve written anything that it seems like I’ve kinda forgotten how to

I have absolutely no idea how to write anymore. I try and it’s so… awkward. And honestly kind of uncomfortable. And I have the ideas and the bullet points and the conversations and I can see it all in my head but when it’s on paper it’s just so strange. 

Yikes remember when I announced superstar and then dropped off the face of the planet???? 

very tempted to pull an all nighter and work on superstar