Poem as an apology for not being active lately.
Remained at my land, i hadn't sought for your eyes
I've beamed at light and never wanted all to be behind
But now you've got me fallen for you, warm and kind
Caring and sensitive with a nourishing soul, I couldn't help but realize that if those clouds that i fell out were you.
I would wait for your presence and sacrifice everything for you
Safe and loved and well, all for you
Any of what you like, I'd always show, cheering you up wasn't that too
With a hard promise for a bright future in work, built by us from our tools
Slowly we worked our way through eachother, every world with you felt like dawn
Now that sun has set, and I am the ball.
Toughest weather wasn't my que, but I still wait for you.
Shimmering light just for you.
World shifts. A rotation of us and me. And You.
A part of almost you are like fibers. In just darkness you are ripped. Ripped. Almost ripped. Tangled by luck again. I was too late but your friends weren't.
It's so funny that fading meant realizing I loved you so I can know love better. Love was a name, sunflowers were my interest, and dishonesty was right in the middle.
I always feared that one day it happened when my own small light wasn't enough. When that message was only me for to read through that light that beams in the cold, and your eyes burned at it. And you cried at pain. Both of pains.
You could've been my spouse. My wife. A forever for a partner. And that's the sick joke of thinking you would cry in joy.
I think that's it for now. Bye.
