scarlux

craving for that perfect life

but i’m getting impatient isn’t that bad?

it takes time yeah i get it step by step they say

I can’t afford to experience that again 

that was the worst fever that i had in my entire life

my head is heavy and have a bad cold

i feel hot and sick

i want to detached from him so bad but it doesn’t work like that it takes time

you’re just gonna get used to live without that person and overtime the feelings fade

i still have feelingd for him; you can’t unlove someone easily u know

kahit di na ko magka-bf basta financially stable na lang huhu

I’m not like this before

I feel so lazy

I have so many things to do yet i chose to ignore all of em

if i get pregnant even one of these two; keep the baby/ab*rt
            I’m still miserable because he doesn’t want anything to do with me anymore

i don’t want to have kid, i’m too young!
            if that happens i’m always aggrieved in every situation

imagine if i get pregnant to him when we broke up my life will be miserable