seelensplitter_

never been prouder to be me ig!!

i was so sad, a few days ago, when i remembered the time we were friends. I know it's in a big part my fault we broke up because I wanted an excuse to be mad at the avoidance and the feeling of being second and useless and just everything and i was way too dramatic for what it was and I hope you know that because you weren't even shitty then you were a great person and as a wise fuck once said I do leave people after saying they'll be the one to leave

i'm literally not nice anymore and it's something that i don't think i'll ever be okay with

I'm listening to i know it won't work and it reminds me of that person and I'm so so fucking done because I'll never get over the genuine pain someone had purposefully made me feel like what is this kind of devilish batshit crazy behaviour and I can't forgive it and I resent myself for it because I should be over that be more mature than that i used to be nice

seasonal depression but it's just school depression

WHY AM I LISTENING TO THIS THIS GUY I DONT LINE

physically a virgin mentally done

So many embarrassing shit happened last year and it was fun but like could this NOT HAPPEN LMAO

I don't wanna talk to anyone I just wanna be in my corner just thinking about talking to people makes me want to cry

Spamming midnights because school is starting and I DONT WANT