want do a comeback in writing but... idk, im overthinking that all my movements seems recorded and people just wait for one mistake to attack me..
i know past is past but.. i can't get everything out of my head, yet. I'm tired living in guilt and overthinking tbh but what could i do? everytime i made a mistake, i would think I'm the most bad person existed.
people move on and don't care but i care, i care of whatever i did now.. I'm being extra careful of myself, make sure i would never do any mistakes, or at least minimize the damage to not burdening people anymore.
I'm tired but life goes on.