shadownight01

 please don't talk to me anymore guys. I'm not worthy of it

shadownight01

Thank you...
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Missing_Shadows

@shadownight01 You are way more worthy to talk to than me. I'm stupid and worthless. I don't deserve to be here right now, or to have the things I have. It scares me, your actions and words. I hope you don't do anything more hurtful to yourself and I'm lucky to have you as a friend.
          	                             -Chloe
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shadownight01

 please don't talk to me anymore guys. I'm not worthy of it

shadownight01

Thank you...
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Missing_Shadows

@shadownight01 You are way more worthy to talk to than me. I'm stupid and worthless. I don't deserve to be here right now, or to have the things I have. It scares me, your actions and words. I hope you don't do anything more hurtful to yourself and I'm lucky to have you as a friend.
                                       -Chloe
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shadownight01

I won't wake up and cry
          I won't lie still and die
          But if I wake up tomorrow
          Can i ever find myself,
          A girl I love who has a boyfriend,
          A girl I play with because I'm dumb
          A boy who's my bro who's this chicks boyfriend, 
          In all myself I can't find myself, 
          And if I do can I say I'm sorry enough?
          Say I'm sorry for using her
          Calling her names
          Making fun of her
          I never thought it would be too late
          I never even got to say goodbye 
          I can't find myself
          But I won't let myself make me a whimp, 
          I move on knowing I've lost you
          And this account is a painful reminder of who you once were.
          I look at you and see him
          I see shun
          Looking back at me
          His dark green eyes,
          Darken over the coldness of his heart
          I look at you and see the dyed hair to fit in, the dark clothing to cry yourself to sleep, 
          And the fake lip rings, next year they will be real
          But Maddie
          When I look at you
          I see the worst thing ever.
          I see a angel who chained itself up in a maze.
          And starved itself from light,
          Now can I apologize one last time?
          Or have I lost you forever