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Hi all.
As you will notice, my stories are no longer available to read. I've unpublished them for the time being because I am unhappy with them. I'm unhappy with myself. I feel like I have no identity, as a writer, as a person, as a daughter. I'm struggling with my grief right now. I'm struggling with a lot of things. I haven't written in months and I have little desire to right now. It's hard for me to explain exactly what I'm feeling right now because it's a lot. Everything is a lot right now.
I am okay. I am safe. I realize some of this might come off weird or in the wrong way. I'm surrounded by people who love and care for me. I am not along in my grief. I guess I'm just saying all of this because it's been troubling me for a while, worrying about things that just unfortunately don't feel so important anymore. That's the thing about loss, it can put things into perspective. And that isn't to say the stories I wrote or any of you who read and appreciated them are no worthwhile. I appreciate you all so much and cannot thank you enough for allowing me to have this opportunity to write and be a part of something great. I just need some space.
I'm going to take a step away from being online so much. I'm going to try other hobbies, to get out more, to live in the present moment. I'm going to improve my physical and mental health. I'm going to do a lot of things I've always wanted to do that I didn't make time for previously. I hope you all understand.
Thank you <3
livoffduty
@shayshaybot Hi i hope your doing better. just wanted to reply and give you a reminder that every one of your readers adore you and are supporting you through grievance you are going through. take some time for yourself and allow yourself to get better we’ll all still be here if you ever decide to come back. prays to you. god bless
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P4nd4P0w3r
I’m sorry to hear as your books brought me great joy! Take as much time as you need; sometimes we need to take a step back and then come back later! Hope to see your books republished in the future, though!
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-Glockiesss
aww, i completely loved ur books. ur health also comes first and i’ll always support u. take care <3
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Lexis527
Hey, I hope you’re doing okay! I’ve been coming back to your page daily wondering if you’ve republished your amazing books or if you’ve just posted a message to let us know that you’re doing well. I never truly understood how loss can put things into perspective, until I recently experienced it myself. Its tough, it’s hard and I really hope you know you’re not alone. Truly wishing you the best.
Mei_v_
Hey, I Hope you are okay. I just want to say that I really loved youre Books and writing, expectally your Book sweetest Pain.
I Hope you doing ok and will come back one day.
Ch1246
Hey I hope you are doing okay
iselaooo
Hi I hope you are okay
Ch1246
Hey I wanted to see if you are excited about the last episodes of cobra kai coming out
chloe123123123123
I absolutely loved your books! But ofcorse your health comes before any of that always and I hope you're doing okay and if not I hope you heal and find yourself again! ❤️
AbbyWatson4
Hi there. :) I hope you’re doing fine, of course.
shayshaybot
Hi all.
As you will notice, my stories are no longer available to read. I've unpublished them for the time being because I am unhappy with them. I'm unhappy with myself. I feel like I have no identity, as a writer, as a person, as a daughter. I'm struggling with my grief right now. I'm struggling with a lot of things. I haven't written in months and I have little desire to right now. It's hard for me to explain exactly what I'm feeling right now because it's a lot. Everything is a lot right now.
I am okay. I am safe. I realize some of this might come off weird or in the wrong way. I'm surrounded by people who love and care for me. I am not along in my grief. I guess I'm just saying all of this because it's been troubling me for a while, worrying about things that just unfortunately don't feel so important anymore. That's the thing about loss, it can put things into perspective. And that isn't to say the stories I wrote or any of you who read and appreciated them are no worthwhile. I appreciate you all so much and cannot thank you enough for allowing me to have this opportunity to write and be a part of something great. I just need some space.
I'm going to take a step away from being online so much. I'm going to try other hobbies, to get out more, to live in the present moment. I'm going to improve my physical and mental health. I'm going to do a lot of things I've always wanted to do that I didn't make time for previously. I hope you all understand.
Thank you <3
livoffduty
@shayshaybot Hi i hope your doing better. just wanted to reply and give you a reminder that every one of your readers adore you and are supporting you through grievance you are going through. take some time for yourself and allow yourself to get better we’ll all still be here if you ever decide to come back. prays to you. god bless
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P4nd4P0w3r
I’m sorry to hear as your books brought me great joy! Take as much time as you need; sometimes we need to take a step back and then come back later! Hope to see your books republished in the future, though!
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-Glockiesss
aww, i completely loved ur books. ur health also comes first and i’ll always support u. take care <3
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shayshaybot
Sorry I've been MIA for a while. I've had some personal issues I've been dealing with lately and I'm learning how to cope. I don't really know what to say tbh
caiheart
Sorry to hear things haven’t been great. Hope things get better ❤️. Take care and take your time.
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